So in August 2020 I tried to begin the journey back to me but no…… not yet because COVID will rule everything! I did work out for a long time at forever strong even on Zoom but my weight really did not go down much, I got stronger and felt good but was I going …
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Watch Me Work
Be yourself, everyone else is already taken! I have had a lot of loss in the past three years. In that loss, I lost a love for myself. This post begins my journey back to me, loving myself more , caring more for myself and to starting to smile, laugh and shine again. When Mom …
Tragedy that broke me
A day I will never forget as long as I live. It was 10:00am on May 27, 2018 my husband woke me (I never sleep this late) saying the cops are here. I rubbed my eyes and came rushing down the stairs. In front of me was standing my brothers two friends and a cop. …
The hole in my heart
After Mom died Dan and I flew home the next morning, I awoke with the stomach flu. Christmas morning I was sick as shit, I was terribly sad and I had a hole in my heart. Not only had I already lost my Dad earlier in my life, but now I lost my Mom too. …
How it all started….
I lost the love for myself…..It all started with my mother getting sick. She was a healthy fun loving 72 year old woman who loved to live her life with her boyfriend Chuck, socialize, play golf, go out with friends. She started to get a numb feeling in her lip and couldn’t figure out why. …
A journey back to me 